Winston-Salem

My eyes trembled in the light, and surveying the field of weeds before me, I let slip my mental focus. I burned through manufactured glass windows with lust under the heat of afternoon and held my breath in ovarian thirst. The sky was as deep and blue as her eyes are exploded and green. I saw her face painted in cold reptilian frames of broken sunburst-crystalline as her warm sexuality crept slowly with penetrating fingernails along my already collapsed and mildewed veins. She felt raped behind my black eyelids; I know now that love is dead. The fetus will spread her legs in a dull grey melody to imagine shape within the hearts of insect colonies already chewing voraciously at the walls of another vaginal hive; deep, collected pools of seminal regret. Forgotten Robyn in this tenth-grade daydream--in such a bitter nightmare.

Disquisition: Love

It deconstruct and define both to struggles that society a by undermined and created once at all irrationality meaningless and arbitrary an is love. Altruism paradoxical and motives hidden but little symbolize to misapplication of centuries through individual the of mind the within skillfully crafted been has it. Deceit and dishonesty outright of practice conscious, active the within found intrinsically are persuasions effective most and greatest its. Results satisfactory produce will and can love, emotions and thoughts human of manipulation the for used tool necessary a as intelligence apt an by owned if. Disillusionment and regret with over-painted expectations empty with cluttered left otherwise lives into invitation by welcome ourselves we that thief a is love. Truth all found is treachery in for; control-self of sense fraudulent and dignity fickle their of them rob to sway this use to and, oppression its by unaffected if rational left creatures of minds the over sway considerable its master to but, itself love gain to be not should goal plausible and intelligent only the wherein dominance for struggle a is it.

Contrition

You are nothing more than what I feel between your legs. So loveless in my distaste for femininity, I refuse with spiteful eyes those who spread themselves before me. Am I not the first to devour worth wherein you may have kept clean your skin now stained with human filth? To what great lengths I will go to force upon you this knowledge of yourself--am I not your only friend?

Allow me to elaborate upon what little truth--if such a thing exists--you may discern: You are not beautiful, for never have I beheld such a filthy and loathsome creature more worthy of contempt--more earning of disgust; I do not love you; for in consideration of the sewage to which your very soul owes its form and composition, why must I have ever been expected to? In warring factions our genders speak.

And what then of us, and of myself? Why, as you may justifiably inquire, claim fellowship among such base and despicable animals? And so it goes...we are but one, not two; we are the same, never at odds. I see in you that which I myself have always been: vile, corrupted, fallen, malignant--a festering stagnation of all things pure and virtuous; a human being.

Mike Tyson

Nothing left in here for me to feel. Noises wash terrible fluid catastrophe. She smiles down into my bloodstream cathode with urinal teeth; every love about me in hell. Torment leaves me not. Drool collected product of my apathy--can't even swallow. "Get to the point," it urges me on. Everything in upward blisters. Worm shivers in the silken temperature throbbing in the bowels. Anal sex into her distance nightmare appendage. Inside the animal rabid convex. Everything is ruined, dressed in ruination shit.

Nostalgia

Happy birthday, Paul. I've missed you.

Sarah

Her deep blue eyes glared vacantly into mine with that same blank expression still showing on her haunted face. In boundless masculinity I demanded that she put my cock into her mouth. Her eyes rolled upward as she gathered spit...

The moon grew smothered by October clouds, and from her mouth fell the fruit of sodomy; days wasted on blood and sex. She was a breathing egg, deformed and full with cancer. The sperm swam mindlessly throughout the alleys of Canal street, while Christ hung mockingly on a telephone pole under the swollen red sky--and the wind washed over the shit and piss of animals still clinging in lifeless terror to their drugs. I told her I loved her and put my hands to her throat...

Aqueous Nineveh

You have done a good thing for a bad man. She is an angel with come in her mouth. I love you, father. What lustful sores must I endure in tune with radio frequencies too audible for logical digestion? I have learned to multiply severity clocks that perforate the insect sentences, but feast so steadily upon her cysts that my seed is sewn as tapeworm maledictions; open walls coagulate when questioned. The ovarian rupture haphazardly ejaculated swarms of wayward eggs into my teeth. With bile producing stomach emphasis I stagger slowly into throat-consuming orgasm, swallowing her children in bright green ruination much akin to mildew.

New Year's Eve

My self
Center fickle
Vagrant narcissistic
Expendable relationship
Nothing

The day
In dispersion
Fruitless concentration
Inamorata revulsion
Silence

Arcane Verity

Wanton
Patulous mouth
Seminal ingestion
Irrevocably polluted
Cheap whore

Regret

Mother's backseat leather cold sky permeating our embrace. Wherein love eyes her on me never fixed; so full her mind with clamor lucid had I that been replaced. But stupid in idolatry ignored I of fears to proven fruitful be; known what of to come with her will for others bending, would never have I touched her. Laughter they scream when my way looking proclaim me the fool that loved a whore.

Lust

What then of me and feelings my? To do for them what not for me in loveless promiscuity. Exhausted you in past contempt with love forgot and meaning spent; eager in me desire pure what shouldn't you have done before. Taste them in you and me in they, by shameful lust has fallen faith. Regretful heart my love in waste for carnal truth you dogged chased; spread thin by them in numbers high. What then of me and feelings my?

Gorge (Robin-Bruise)

Undeserving eyes glared he upon her. In receptive comforting gingerly a smile across her lips she outstretched. Proximity enclosed, them between the act and indecision. Reflected she in circumstances fleeting, overtaken by her newfound mistake; she thoughtless in naivete indulges.

Space in them between across he reaches, his hand softly upon her own places he in initiation. Flushed red in her desire for him, promise her sacrificed by transience wanton she forever faithless succumbs to fallen seduction. Star-crossed and bloodless they loveless irrevocably are.

Sit me in awe of solitude while they by fluttered whim embrace their worthless proof. Foolish cuckold by daydream beware in futility my love admitted; by fraud she benevolent dissuaded me from truth.

The Revenant

A ghost enraptured in the silhouette wind crawling softly along my aging skin; fearful only in the whirling amidst time outgrown in laughter mirthful. Setting sun to know the splendor of the vanished heat; heart bursting wonderment eyes downward to the sky. Some creature flickered within its life at dusk, in youthful faces disappear; such love within cannot compare.

Opprobrious Enlightenment

Regressive sexuality inverted limitation; pheromone Eve antagonistic perforated weakness. Condemnation recondite illegitimate virtue aberrated fallen hereafter tempted inescapably. Felicitous annulment deliquency benighted harmony divine intemperance severity painless embittered imprecating convolution obscurity. Hedonistic peerless ripening gestation pragmatic in eyes unfit to behold.

Twelve

Anathematized vacancy anguish dejection forlorn suicidal despond malignant frailty widespread sovereign destitute woebegone deplorable. Wretched continuity detriment betrayal cursed quarantine beloved bastard distress burden albatross unbearable death somatic bereavement ruination irreparable worsening humiliation hopeless. Ill-fated useless cycle vain incurable futile menacing demoralized unmitigable disconsolate detritus squalid melancholy oppressive funereal somber isolation bleak morose insanity languished downcast horrid affliction.

Eleven

Attention span newfound masculine dissolution clarion hatred coagulation. Spaces inner maturation Edgar outward breathing blasphemy incoherence manipulation sentiment chaotic. Libidinous sewage permeation ordure radiation sunburst execrable whore spreading its legs in silence. Lascivious wanton saturation vile excessive grime retention soiled mouth whereby with seminal excrement. Eleven honesty ended outspoken enmity loathsome.

Manic Spiritual

Siren lying frivolous heart malpractice affected inconsiderate spiteful reflection blinding meaningless. Shade exempla dignified justice perverted speaking foreign hideous. Truth uncovered desperation trust imposter haunting stoic membrane commencement. Marriage laughter contorted mirthful deceit insomnia disgusted conversation bereft. Illusion aperture adjusted accordingly; light deluge excessive insolent. Confronted adulteration inevitable.

An Unanswered Correspondence

Does Beatrice, that angel, dare to love you now? Does love transcend the heavenly faith you so doggedly upheld in her eternal name? The light you once described as blinding, have you acquired the sight to fix your eyes upon it? What life, enraptured, must certainly lie within! For you, Dante, I have so many questions.

I am older now; with a Beatrice of my own. I would love nothing more than to take her as my wife. Only time will tell.

The Liberated Woman

Mildewed cyst malignant spiteful abortion infected putrefied seminal ingestion. Fleeting intercourse empowerment bathing vomitus children ovarian cecity filth misinformation sexual. Inferior bleeding faceless whore contemptuous mouthing thoughtless insecurity. The smell of shit wafting miserably from your menstruating breath.

Carnal Arabesque

Shameful exposure feathered song reluctant sky-blue tears chirping fear anxiety. Metallic fingered releasing safety helpless eternal breathing deepened complication adjustment. Throughout repetitious discovery internal sensation debilitated normality. Feminine desire foreign accompaniment wonderfully astonished restricted surreal capacity without love. Exploded rhythmic humiliation questioned worth never answered.