Tonight the streets are panting plainsong
Money hides in mattress caverns
Aviation dreaming listless-
Days ago in vineyards ripened
In legacy the sun was cultured-
Umbilical and softly ruined
Godless lanterns quiver mischief
A prayer for my father wafting
Absent children cattle starless
Dante vapid in refrain
Some frail messiah’s muffled wingspan
Semi-circled out of body
Sunday, July 30, 2006
Friday, July 14, 2006
Tamara Diole: Tentacle
O lay dee tah rah mah jent a lents sigh shun fi- scate ob few air e' shun mih. Gwij lain lee fect per buse ah stance sub phrend. Triks may stum sys ah lah bol hez side oh gyn.
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
Ampersand
Couplet fingered coma visions open iris inward oven leaking. Woebegone knot logical matter coagulation perpetual digested nameless whereabouts. Officer belated scene arrival-best guesswork hypothesis pigeon innocent talkbox. Kissing dewdrop gurgled funeral plainsong blotch abrasions on the tentacle fattened pedestal lip. A viral calm impending overtook the livid canvas.
Thursday, June 22, 2006
Xeric
New analyzed product animal distributed speaks and open socket recognition. Body time-out framing zealous over dextro-counter parkplace Baltic into transfixed terrestriumatoriation hexagonicaliformatorium. Persephone glass machine aura splicing sentence ended fallacy mattress millimeters. Touching doves unleashed on public street mortality.
Phoebe
Raven-light vapid efferent shelter extensions metallic barely contact nervous in love. Myrtle whispered bedroom metropolis despondencies frequent. Parsimonious ejaculation timid fidget appellation. Sector pompous angleworm orris monger pentagon wilted monaural tunic ladder.
Monday, May 15, 2006
Aether
Holistic heresy terrestrial judgement rooted landscape intuitive remembrance severed: consciousness atomic thriving undone. But rested essence elder risen numbered cattle sheepish hidden. Sickness mothered children burning tortured heaven out of body malnourished blooming paralyzed outward upward distance introspective. Smiling horizon teeth broken molested medical intrusion whimpered nauseous frequencies caught; strangled by transmission.
Monday, May 01, 2006
XIX: Soli Invicto
Ascending spiral iris deepened holy temple sand guarded observation silence animated brotherhood below lips parted in her purpose-black raven flowing skin abrasions minimal by candle symmetry goading man to claim divinity womb precious sanctified life the waters bathing timeless fruit earth not barren by humanistic outstretched linear creation to spheres unknown by pagan science esoteric mothering sacrificial meat festered in the carnal, vapid sun.
Monday, April 24, 2006
Temple
Colour caustic livid blackened malady Roman heretic animal pagan friendship lungs interested immunity. Surplus confinement oxygen aback by granted for taken cancer Hannibal fathered elephant children-concept musical generous thereafter monarchy poisoned. Division temple amniotic pillaged by Osiris risen ocean passing waiting hoping easing sleeping dreaming illness: vein animated sunburst emerald eyes bathing the body of Apollo.
Monday, March 27, 2006
Tardive Dyskinesia
A world unopened canvas not yet painted by his eyes breathing dawn. Stumbled up and out of sleep around him looking first for sources noise pollution undesired hunger he ignored and motion perpetual forced him on towards the light. Water stream below his feet empty out into the sun rays penetrating iris growing in daytime consciousness. Drainage pipe surrounded his body amazing echoed pounding dripping in his ears. Touching rust entrapment he noticed stained had fingers skin becoming oxidation society industrial universality spirit third-world. Oxygen thoughts exploded red blood immunity system now plague his inattention…the smell of pussy distant gathered nostrils up infection bleeding menstruation acid colorful pink residue. Faith in nature overcome by mankind malevolence greed infection mouth cankered blistering his will. Out into the sun torso hanging over metal opening stench the sewage thick and liquid black; body anchored plunging upward into thoughts of beautiful day.
Left envisioned sights of fencing wire road engines singing social monotony; boring society seemed malaise not why. Right envisioned breathless forestry open untamed life mantra by design; pure air untarnished thickened black by humanity. Decision right and therefore fell from rust industrial into nature’s nothing—winter pond so cold upon his skin now free and liberated from its rust affliction. Perfected man stood half submerged frostbitten throbbing anxiously indecision. Decision right. A world unopened. He had been asleep. A shrill invention voice littlehood collapsed the smell distant fertility barren thundering echoed out into the forest fell silent explosions of severity subsequent action now upon the bank and into dirt pine thickness inhaled by him who sought the origin.
Stream intention bank dirt encroachment calling out with winter limbs the cold of moisture crystallizing pore sensations without direction. Upon the bank he stood motionless breathing cold air suffocating his lung capacity for renewal. Voice distant and with longing animosity from beneath a bludgeoned frame humanity out of body she the bleeding stench; wretched filling molecules filling air that filled his lungs. Eyes he cast upon the hill, viewing her in nude discomfort, legs apart and spilling urine, bladder crushed by weight of trunk, winter barren tree had broken, damning her into the dirt.
The body child unconscious apparent breathing not alive trauma unbecoming of her age beautiful but now broken by her wandering he wondering her and how she came not now to be but parental instructions disavowed insolent angelic girl now even at his feet. Where were they? Thought he the gift now caring for to carry out his will attempted first to speak.
“Wake and see the time before you. Tomorrow promised you its sun, life has given you its light, and eyes are closed by falling nature? Child you are inherent holy. Pure is will and God is mirthful.”
Unresponsive breathing coma. Will instructed man unfit for nature’s will not bending, could not he free her from the weight. But breathing out and breathing in and breathing stilled his beating heart. Death a future unavoidable livid girl black hair pulled contour skull design adorable. Intention defeated man stood ashamed failure social installations had cared to teach him useless. Road surreal and taken aback by engines singing waves that roll and speed increasing similar shells on beach his childhood thinking where it went away now sandy dusty molded green by mildew.
Abandoned her in panic thinking pathworkl animalistic tendency urging food conception birth instilled in blood fabric nature green inside him throbbing red surrounded hemoglobin Christ insect malaria diseased anyone not wanting lukewarm spit flies festering stench pussy bleeding smell haunting indiscriminate substance pheromone malignant cancer eaten black eyelid pitiful. Structural deficiencies a well worn path unkempt ability stone tripping his construction framework falling to its gravity. Structural desired sustenance bleaching skull her breathing out and breathing in and breathing stilled his beating heart and rising up to know his nature: pond reflection sky blue inclusive face; see himself in nature.
Both in and out of breathing time beheld by him the body eagle spread bleeding now again his feet even and to her had returned. Unconscious living breathing all the same. Creature up from within his heart blackened breathing smog by arteries fattened thick with viscous choke. Animal creature tendency by society feared and cast aside maintaining governmental structures everything in line everything in line promised disillusioned animal inside now tearing at his chest.
The body mangled barren trunk oppressive weight kept her unconscious. He had been sleeping. Clue lifted eyes a trail ant insect not animal but nature compelled and filling up his tongue. Voracious chewing flesh leg swarming upward bites the insects broken colony by design. Queen listless in her pregnancy. Hardened shell of mission known and armor worn soldiers mandible without secretion chewing lips virgin wasting vaginal membrane. See himself in nature. A world unopened.
Rushing back to path obtrusion stone grey misshapen oblong fitting worthless in his hand still undecided of abusive wonder. Technique interested holding out fingers to the floor of forest green and winter dead. Stone obtrusion fingering into palm held man the stone of God that God held man the industry held blank held blackness interspersed becoming…hands uncommon motive bleeding she behind him feet away uneven looking down below alive eaten by her insects. Skin folding under winter apparition ghost revenant where else but inside enter initiation; ritual dependency morality where off to gone? Humanity where off to gone?
Orgasm awakened: b l o o d i n t r u s i o n r a p e d u n c o n s c i o u s. Rust affliction water cleansing colorful society misinformation palpable air transforming somehow rearranging affiliation particles defecting into natural humanity; animal untarnished perfected origin revisited. Not him or her but it now gender inappropriate transformation completed upon its violence. Stone obtrusion wrapping silence in its firmament.
Back body now it rushing down below the hill the bank ravine the body lay still motionless now dead inanimate matter not living human tissue mouth opened in remission. Down leaning into perfect sight the vision taken by digestion eyes it noticed dark her infant teeth fallen outside echoed its brutality. Sickening colonized the insect malnutrition status unaffected prevention mental insurgency conspired to expel them. Tentacle fingers out wandering her flesh for nuisance colony swarming cavity legs between her middle warm and wet inside. Sensations burning as by desire urged his tentacles into middle colony swarm his apparatus insignia defending their new home revision. Its flesh uprising bleeding stench lay stagnant inconsiderate nature machinery urging generation cavity opened relaxation inviting.
Limbs pulled to make her open. Trickled covered forest floor. Urine bleeding pink residue upon her lips mixture undeciphered. Nature industrial deconstruction man excluded process intervention contaminated origin perfected appendage totalitarian arousal nude discomfort becoming shameless will insertion into her by force the arid flesh unwelcomed by the cavity. Violation rape a living creature beside itself in disbelief and she the bleeding was the dying now a figment of existence became its will in organism tissue sample science blackness in her eyelids breathing out her soul. See nature in itself.
Upper torso chambered heart it rested winter barren tree upon the trunk that damning her into the dirt remembered vague what will it had ingested. Certain face without comprehension for winter barren fogging vision thick tangible it closing eyes instead to see the shaman face solidified headdress resentment truth and speaking mantra.
“Nature man meandered animal nature man meandered industry nature man meandered animal nature man meandered industry nature man meandered animal nature man meandered industry nature…”
Chasing ecstasy relief fungus renounced rust affliction replaced pink residue coating now fleshing pigment ejaculation internal sponge blistered virgin walls coating dog sperm radiation yellow sickness turning over thickened black mildew covet abstinence within her. Filling up inside the warmth of orgasm throbbing bile fruit seedless in conception. Gentle exit stirring thorax resentment muscle relaxation stain shrubbery its territory not held within her oozing out.
Body faltered dead its teeth heavy her leg eyes cast upon the decomposers. Skin broken ripped bacteria festered wound mouthing infection tasting her sickness under torn fabric misanthropic leeching death. Accomplishment bewildered by its nature now in realization bacteria cultured furnace. Meaning sense of what was transpired happened in repetition through inside time outside consciousness it wondered of her soul society insisting life sanctity. Meaning ceases facing primal desire survival food sexual interpolation fluid ruined by perversion conflict within its aura split by humane recollection.
Pondering bacteria distressed it wondered animal basic irreducible discrimination revealed cycle creation feeding nature as its source. Decision right left essentially the same it understood by mushroom deconstruction natural flow indicating origin; by him who sought the origin now it that sought the essence. Feed earth consciousness empty indiscriminate purpose feeding earth its nature reinvesting self into itself creation renewal process by detriment considerate pointless morality outcast purpose feeding earth.
It whatever meant decomposition essential earth had reborn in eyes that tentacles becoming slit skin iris colorful emptiness lacking pieces shambles unresponsive failure medical. Body weight upward into compact flesh. Loose jagged shambles her the body mutilated raped in her unconsciousness intrusion but isn’t thinking it by failure virtue moral condemnations invalid social maladies missing flown incest whatever fingering heart black children taste. Indecision revolving stopping minus halfway nature in himself feeling raped by nature.
Teeth bare gnashing animal appetite conservation. Act motivation unknown but evenly under mothering nurtured elephant discomfort cracked lithium sidewalk frozen shingles blue-green vision sores upon body flesh now destitute shell bantering. Nature raped or raping nature? Shaman historical strobe sequential linear under standing upright fickle missionary.
Fission inquisition stone by pressure it the origin demanding of its subject tearing perforation skin vision sores increasing exponential bleeding thick and slow sap winter barren same but never could living nature bleeding sap same whispering. Mouth covering vacuum wounded apostrophe condition faithful reinvention use originally symbiotic parasite love song becoming crystallization eternity foundation crumbled taste infected nature taste infection meat poisoning its senses.
Tentacle green livid squirming corpse topography mischief insect isolated colonized within her wounds out growing blood thickened into ants. Wondered nevermore sanity it misplacing loyalty Nietzsche laughing “overman.” Nothing man ever willful ejaculation confined base nature irreducible feeding nature in its end primary animals evolution unbecoming anything. Evolution occurrence not under but not over it him whatever will it animal becoming human all the same heittieh reflection palindrome mistaken flawed Heittieh realizing synthesis unholy meandered industry feeding nature.
Agenda calculated responsive Heittieh now perfected reflection inward of itself. Nature not becoming but inducing oppression now Heittieh realizing out his will. Body rotting dying earth into replenished source animal satisfied now feeding earth. Generation cold consciousness without mutilation blasphemous natural fruit murderous screaming “F A C S I M I L E.”
Dissevered limb construction God reversible will man-made figment of existence now revealed Heittieh understanding clarity revision literal. Heittieh had been sleeping. A world unopened. Decision right sickness filling up inside inhuman meat bacteria. Fell unconscious out drifted Heittieh creature arming nature with its teeth regeneration seed composition exact existence outside temporal limits raping humanity will industrial rust afflictions. Reborn animal halfway incursive malignancy.
Bloom number systems mathematical persuasion put to logic unimportant what will had been ingested. Nevermind journey inward repeating. Habitual desire cavity disorientation structural disconnected stripped bare teeth gnashing animal frenzy repetition systematic earth. Seed identical existence intuition primal sickness induced. Clone breathing knowledge meat sickness inside blood cathode apparatus mildewed green collapse within Heittieh. Concave resurrection. Lost consciousness subversion fell flesh to animal insect fungus decomposing nature into nature into nature raping pillage human folly elevation mockery natural unconsciousness remaining sleep. Cruel machinery chemical desired nothing mindless willful reasoned logical heavens diagram charted fell Heittieh to its forest floor and winter dead. A world unopened.
Left envisioned sights of fencing wire road engines singing social monotony; boring society seemed malaise not why. Right envisioned breathless forestry open untamed life mantra by design; pure air untarnished thickened black by humanity. Decision right and therefore fell from rust industrial into nature’s nothing—winter pond so cold upon his skin now free and liberated from its rust affliction. Perfected man stood half submerged frostbitten throbbing anxiously indecision. Decision right. A world unopened. He had been asleep. A shrill invention voice littlehood collapsed the smell distant fertility barren thundering echoed out into the forest fell silent explosions of severity subsequent action now upon the bank and into dirt pine thickness inhaled by him who sought the origin.
Stream intention bank dirt encroachment calling out with winter limbs the cold of moisture crystallizing pore sensations without direction. Upon the bank he stood motionless breathing cold air suffocating his lung capacity for renewal. Voice distant and with longing animosity from beneath a bludgeoned frame humanity out of body she the bleeding stench; wretched filling molecules filling air that filled his lungs. Eyes he cast upon the hill, viewing her in nude discomfort, legs apart and spilling urine, bladder crushed by weight of trunk, winter barren tree had broken, damning her into the dirt.
The body child unconscious apparent breathing not alive trauma unbecoming of her age beautiful but now broken by her wandering he wondering her and how she came not now to be but parental instructions disavowed insolent angelic girl now even at his feet. Where were they? Thought he the gift now caring for to carry out his will attempted first to speak.
“Wake and see the time before you. Tomorrow promised you its sun, life has given you its light, and eyes are closed by falling nature? Child you are inherent holy. Pure is will and God is mirthful.”
Unresponsive breathing coma. Will instructed man unfit for nature’s will not bending, could not he free her from the weight. But breathing out and breathing in and breathing stilled his beating heart. Death a future unavoidable livid girl black hair pulled contour skull design adorable. Intention defeated man stood ashamed failure social installations had cared to teach him useless. Road surreal and taken aback by engines singing waves that roll and speed increasing similar shells on beach his childhood thinking where it went away now sandy dusty molded green by mildew.
Abandoned her in panic thinking pathworkl animalistic tendency urging food conception birth instilled in blood fabric nature green inside him throbbing red surrounded hemoglobin Christ insect malaria diseased anyone not wanting lukewarm spit flies festering stench pussy bleeding smell haunting indiscriminate substance pheromone malignant cancer eaten black eyelid pitiful. Structural deficiencies a well worn path unkempt ability stone tripping his construction framework falling to its gravity. Structural desired sustenance bleaching skull her breathing out and breathing in and breathing stilled his beating heart and rising up to know his nature: pond reflection sky blue inclusive face; see himself in nature.
Both in and out of breathing time beheld by him the body eagle spread bleeding now again his feet even and to her had returned. Unconscious living breathing all the same. Creature up from within his heart blackened breathing smog by arteries fattened thick with viscous choke. Animal creature tendency by society feared and cast aside maintaining governmental structures everything in line everything in line promised disillusioned animal inside now tearing at his chest.
The body mangled barren trunk oppressive weight kept her unconscious. He had been sleeping. Clue lifted eyes a trail ant insect not animal but nature compelled and filling up his tongue. Voracious chewing flesh leg swarming upward bites the insects broken colony by design. Queen listless in her pregnancy. Hardened shell of mission known and armor worn soldiers mandible without secretion chewing lips virgin wasting vaginal membrane. See himself in nature. A world unopened.
Rushing back to path obtrusion stone grey misshapen oblong fitting worthless in his hand still undecided of abusive wonder. Technique interested holding out fingers to the floor of forest green and winter dead. Stone obtrusion fingering into palm held man the stone of God that God held man the industry held blank held blackness interspersed becoming…hands uncommon motive bleeding she behind him feet away uneven looking down below alive eaten by her insects. Skin folding under winter apparition ghost revenant where else but inside enter initiation; ritual dependency morality where off to gone? Humanity where off to gone?
Orgasm awakened: b l o o d i n t r u s i o n r a p e d u n c o n s c i o u s. Rust affliction water cleansing colorful society misinformation palpable air transforming somehow rearranging affiliation particles defecting into natural humanity; animal untarnished perfected origin revisited. Not him or her but it now gender inappropriate transformation completed upon its violence. Stone obtrusion wrapping silence in its firmament.
Back body now it rushing down below the hill the bank ravine the body lay still motionless now dead inanimate matter not living human tissue mouth opened in remission. Down leaning into perfect sight the vision taken by digestion eyes it noticed dark her infant teeth fallen outside echoed its brutality. Sickening colonized the insect malnutrition status unaffected prevention mental insurgency conspired to expel them. Tentacle fingers out wandering her flesh for nuisance colony swarming cavity legs between her middle warm and wet inside. Sensations burning as by desire urged his tentacles into middle colony swarm his apparatus insignia defending their new home revision. Its flesh uprising bleeding stench lay stagnant inconsiderate nature machinery urging generation cavity opened relaxation inviting.
Limbs pulled to make her open. Trickled covered forest floor. Urine bleeding pink residue upon her lips mixture undeciphered. Nature industrial deconstruction man excluded process intervention contaminated origin perfected appendage totalitarian arousal nude discomfort becoming shameless will insertion into her by force the arid flesh unwelcomed by the cavity. Violation rape a living creature beside itself in disbelief and she the bleeding was the dying now a figment of existence became its will in organism tissue sample science blackness in her eyelids breathing out her soul. See nature in itself.
Upper torso chambered heart it rested winter barren tree upon the trunk that damning her into the dirt remembered vague what will it had ingested. Certain face without comprehension for winter barren fogging vision thick tangible it closing eyes instead to see the shaman face solidified headdress resentment truth and speaking mantra.
“Nature man meandered animal nature man meandered industry nature man meandered animal nature man meandered industry nature man meandered animal nature man meandered industry nature…”
Chasing ecstasy relief fungus renounced rust affliction replaced pink residue coating now fleshing pigment ejaculation internal sponge blistered virgin walls coating dog sperm radiation yellow sickness turning over thickened black mildew covet abstinence within her. Filling up inside the warmth of orgasm throbbing bile fruit seedless in conception. Gentle exit stirring thorax resentment muscle relaxation stain shrubbery its territory not held within her oozing out.
Body faltered dead its teeth heavy her leg eyes cast upon the decomposers. Skin broken ripped bacteria festered wound mouthing infection tasting her sickness under torn fabric misanthropic leeching death. Accomplishment bewildered by its nature now in realization bacteria cultured furnace. Meaning sense of what was transpired happened in repetition through inside time outside consciousness it wondered of her soul society insisting life sanctity. Meaning ceases facing primal desire survival food sexual interpolation fluid ruined by perversion conflict within its aura split by humane recollection.
Pondering bacteria distressed it wondered animal basic irreducible discrimination revealed cycle creation feeding nature as its source. Decision right left essentially the same it understood by mushroom deconstruction natural flow indicating origin; by him who sought the origin now it that sought the essence. Feed earth consciousness empty indiscriminate purpose feeding earth its nature reinvesting self into itself creation renewal process by detriment considerate pointless morality outcast purpose feeding earth.
It whatever meant decomposition essential earth had reborn in eyes that tentacles becoming slit skin iris colorful emptiness lacking pieces shambles unresponsive failure medical. Body weight upward into compact flesh. Loose jagged shambles her the body mutilated raped in her unconsciousness intrusion but isn’t thinking it by failure virtue moral condemnations invalid social maladies missing flown incest whatever fingering heart black children taste. Indecision revolving stopping minus halfway nature in himself feeling raped by nature.
Teeth bare gnashing animal appetite conservation. Act motivation unknown but evenly under mothering nurtured elephant discomfort cracked lithium sidewalk frozen shingles blue-green vision sores upon body flesh now destitute shell bantering. Nature raped or raping nature? Shaman historical strobe sequential linear under standing upright fickle missionary.
Fission inquisition stone by pressure it the origin demanding of its subject tearing perforation skin vision sores increasing exponential bleeding thick and slow sap winter barren same but never could living nature bleeding sap same whispering. Mouth covering vacuum wounded apostrophe condition faithful reinvention use originally symbiotic parasite love song becoming crystallization eternity foundation crumbled taste infected nature taste infection meat poisoning its senses.
Tentacle green livid squirming corpse topography mischief insect isolated colonized within her wounds out growing blood thickened into ants. Wondered nevermore sanity it misplacing loyalty Nietzsche laughing “overman.” Nothing man ever willful ejaculation confined base nature irreducible feeding nature in its end primary animals evolution unbecoming anything. Evolution occurrence not under but not over it him whatever will it animal becoming human all the same heittieh reflection palindrome mistaken flawed Heittieh realizing synthesis unholy meandered industry feeding nature.
Agenda calculated responsive Heittieh now perfected reflection inward of itself. Nature not becoming but inducing oppression now Heittieh realizing out his will. Body rotting dying earth into replenished source animal satisfied now feeding earth. Generation cold consciousness without mutilation blasphemous natural fruit murderous screaming “F A C S I M I L E.”
Dissevered limb construction God reversible will man-made figment of existence now revealed Heittieh understanding clarity revision literal. Heittieh had been sleeping. A world unopened. Decision right sickness filling up inside inhuman meat bacteria. Fell unconscious out drifted Heittieh creature arming nature with its teeth regeneration seed composition exact existence outside temporal limits raping humanity will industrial rust afflictions. Reborn animal halfway incursive malignancy.
Bloom number systems mathematical persuasion put to logic unimportant what will had been ingested. Nevermind journey inward repeating. Habitual desire cavity disorientation structural disconnected stripped bare teeth gnashing animal frenzy repetition systematic earth. Seed identical existence intuition primal sickness induced. Clone breathing knowledge meat sickness inside blood cathode apparatus mildewed green collapse within Heittieh. Concave resurrection. Lost consciousness subversion fell flesh to animal insect fungus decomposing nature into nature into nature raping pillage human folly elevation mockery natural unconsciousness remaining sleep. Cruel machinery chemical desired nothing mindless willful reasoned logical heavens diagram charted fell Heittieh to its forest floor and winter dead. A world unopened.
Friday, March 17, 2006
Teteo Inan
Path obtrusive shamanism green did clamor foreground apparitions. Black follicle mutation mapping newfound by blistered serpent memory fruition. Dirt considered poisonous tentacle root hive throbbing blackened upward from detachment. Sweltered immunity broken angel teeth red viscous thickened slouching out exploited cavity. Lush canopy the animal bathing sunlight forest perforation now bleeding through its eyelids:
Ginger steps of apprehension
Baited breathing misty vapors
Rising from beyond the stitching
Cankered mouth of wounded earth
Ginger steps of apprehension
Baited breathing misty vapors
Rising from beyond the stitching
Cankered mouth of wounded earth
Tuesday, February 28, 2006
Mendelevium
Moving sky under water where deepest blue did ripple laughter out of body cobalt glowing sunset painted candy tone colored earth. Dangled moss into eyesight grace beautiful sway bending circled oceans prospered language hovel empty now unassembled alphabet. Cut breathing open chlorophyll treasure the garden where humanity was boredom blank and lungs did ever sigh. In love it barely whispered what the world would never say.
Sunday, February 19, 2006
Sunday
What I know is anymore same. My faith in whatever put. Mother is a mystery. Ocean blue my vein inside the oilman's house. East Texas cavity curse inside its mouth. I remember need. Maybe Aaron knew my reaching. Has Robyn where off to gone? Needing her is my sentence structure. I believe in nature. Maybe God is, too. Lips outstretched in someone's conversation. Make her beautiful. Shameful to be listening. Please is a word belief. Broke a promise to myself. Love is empty acquiescence. Reinforce my worthless when she looks away. Where has all my mental lifted? Sunday-Robyn ghost inventions. Leaving me behind.
Friday, January 27, 2006
Indian Telepathic
"Phantom green is the color of the sky" feel so much unheard of right now in panic. They force into telling don't speak them and wonder me about my safety. Can anyone hear me? Walk around in circles me the center hear what I think. Lost in mine I don't know where in mine in life I am today. Everything confusion. Visible glowing stop wanting me to be seen and the ulcer goes into shock. Giving birth is empty. He told me wanted to help eyes opened wide uninterested back away can't look at him now. Save time for the another. And where is Robyn? Life my life is better now she with me but maybe not purple like those game colors real life but it isn't think of my day Aaron in the Pearl River. In the decrepit Indian house color bright feelings like the walls are my emotions.
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
Paramecium
Ovary secretes an ooze; smiles at her accomplishment. Girl is raped. Man knows divinity; smiles at his accomplishment.
Mississippi
There are ghosts in Mississippi. Black hands clawing at the silent face rising under constitutional plastic engraving empty coffins lithium unconscious in fields by blanketed skylines shifting seasonal filth-blue hallucinations. Moving dirt like animals unaffected by persistence missionary childbirth sequestered limitless a mother’s arms. In every blossom grows avoidance. Diseased landscapes alive-broken skin folding into blistered evocation séance listen at the voices breathing “murder” in the wind. Try to remember what has happened here: Magnolia laughs with putrefaction blood-white pustule cooking in humidity stench that pregnant feeds the air like blood that feeds the earth.
Progeny
Bludgeon my senses into laughter orifice black infection posted seat to the constriction. The world kinetic blurs out by movement undiscovered to repeat my childhood fantasy. She breathed her lips half-open air into my cavities tasted metallic. A love so violated in disruption opened a door to cellar memories. I trembled in her rape and put my hands beneath the pillow mouth teething on the tongue—the youth I never knew.
Friday, November 25, 2005
Adolescence
Her eyes are broken mirrors in the cavern of a tooth
They sparkle as the sun bursts and shiver in the winter
Her lips give birth to mystery and life to every lie
And now I’m validated like a liar’s valid truth
Clouds hang in the distance as the light begins to gray
She holds it in the emptiness and bleaches in the sun
The only children smothered suffocating by her hands
And in her womb I’m strangled like the dying of a day
The insects fill her up inside with parasitic sex
Antennae probing what she knows and what she will regret
With eggs that swell her stomach and the seed within her mouth
The innocence that she aborts and struggles to denounce
They sparkle as the sun bursts and shiver in the winter
Her lips give birth to mystery and life to every lie
And now I’m validated like a liar’s valid truth
Clouds hang in the distance as the light begins to gray
She holds it in the emptiness and bleaches in the sun
The only children smothered suffocating by her hands
And in her womb I’m strangled like the dying of a day
The insects fill her up inside with parasitic sex
Antennae probing what she knows and what she will regret
With eggs that swell her stomach and the seed within her mouth
The innocence that she aborts and struggles to denounce
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
Saturday
The night fell static flat my children eating mother fruitful. You share eyes like winter air the days and wasted years away. The life unopened sighs but never the same like time over nothing in pitiful captivity an engine song unwelcomed by the senses. Inclusion he and them not me and us inside a melody just trapped like rats and other things that speaking of would justify.
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
Narrative: Autunno e Inverno (2004)
Daigle baffled composition musicality independence almost free. Mozart funeral freemason me inside her without a name faced mistaken nauseous held the ghost. Thriving decay collapsed my ignorance now fallow a wound that never heals. Anticipate and wonder the sun at how I burn in the eyes of Baphomet, disconnected wires telling of truths from which I run. My laughter ubiquitous that filled her lungs with "giornalista." Magickal blasphemies held inside a misery soon to alleviate; life disrupted steps of long division as I reluctant opened my shameful human eyes.
Wednesday, September 28, 2005
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